How? Why?

How do you let go of someone that is still in your life? Never thought I would see the day that I would have to co-parent with the man I love, who doesn’t love me. How do you hold in your feelings when you see them move on so quickly with someone else, happy. Because…

Month One: Depression

Its crazy how life can take a turn for the worse when you don’t even see it coming towards your way. This past month I can honestly say that I have been knocked down on my back and still I can not get up. And with me laying down on the floor, on my back…

Capturing Moments

I am all about capturing the moments, especially recently. I realizeĀ  I have the opportunity to do something some moms aren’t able to do in this day and age and that’s being a stay at home mom. I realized that moments don’t last forever no matter which way they disappear they still disappear and you…

Too Thin

What can I say about being a mother of two? I can say I love it. I love how skylar is just over the moon happy to have a sister she can have tea parties with. Even though summer can not do anything really but lay there and smile, that’s enough for skylar. BUT I…

Exclusively Pumping 2

Pumping is something that I struggle with everyday and I decided to let the other moms know for they won’t feel alone. I hope you guys enjoy. YouTube video

Our NICU Story

https://youtu.be/csPKZ1Czs54 Hello my readers! I know I have written about my nicu experience while going through it but I did a video just to sum it up and to officially show summer off. I hope y’all enjoy! Thank you

Summers Top 4 Review

I am pretty sure when people see this title they are going to think the season BUT nope summer is my new addition to our little family (don’t worry I’ll name my next child winter.) Summer has received a bunch of things from us as parents just buying everything we pick up or from family…

Calories: To Eat or Not To Eat

Damn, that burger looks good ! Not the burger from McDonald’s or Burger King. The burger that’s on this chili’s menu with those huge slices of avocado. It’s not going to stick to my ribs, they’re going to stick to my daughters thighs instead since I’m pumping and all. Right? There’s nothing more awesome than…

Oh, Shutterfly

Shutterfly is definitely digging me further into my obsession. Pictures Pictures Pictures everywhere. I love taking pictures, I have pictures everywhere. I have them in my phone, my camera, laptop, on my dresser, just everywhere. Thank god for Instagram and snapchat because I do not have anymore space on my phone. Its literally everything to…

A Letter To My Boobs

Dear boobs, when I looked at you in the mirror last morning I asked myself “what happened? why do you hang so low you basically wobble to the floor.” But then I looked through my day and then I saw why. Baby Baby Baby. You have became the primary food source, the comfort toy, the…

Exclusively Pumping

Yes people, it’s a thing. Some moms, not most are not able to breastfeed directly from the boob. And unfortunately people look at you like your a failure because my baby is not directly on my boob instead a machine is. But whats so bad about that. It cracks me up when people I know…

Its a Curse

I made a decision to get a certain item that I thought would make summer and I life a little easier. But little did I know it would open a whole different can of worms that I was not ready for. I bought a baby carrier. Ergo baby carrier. Not sure if you guys know…